Mandah's Losing It!

Ugh, I suck. So last night (day 97) I went out to celebrate a friends birthday. No biggie...I stayed within my calories as far as alcohol went. But since I made such big preperations for alcohol, I ended up drunk. Which is NO excuse for the first naughty thing I did...I smoked. Gah! I didn't even enjoy it! So now I can't breathe, my sinuses are jacked, so congested and I can't even cough the crap up. Not to mention I smelled. Ugh. So then it gets worse, this part partially happened because I'd been drinking...we went to breakfast. I had an egg, cheese and bacon sandwich (super greasy boooo) and an order or hashbrowns w/onions. I only took a few bites of the hashbrowns but I devoured that sandwich.

So I tried to figure out the damage calorie wise and I came up with a ballpark of 1900-2000 cals for my night out. Not too bad, I could always work that off right? WRONG! I can't breathe due to smoking so I couldn't work out. Arggggg! I'm not even that upset about the food...just the smoking. I'm hoping the way I feel right now will definitely steer me away from making the same mistake twice.

I also slept most of the day so I only got 755 calories in. I feel bad about that. I have a feeling this weigh in is going to suck worse than I first imagined. *sigh* That's all. Hope you all are doing vastly better than me.


-Mandah
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