Mandah's Losing It!

I totally didn't go to the gym today. lol Tomorrow is weigh in day and I didn't even attempt any sort of physical activity. Sickening. lol You'd think being so desperate to hit and surpass the 40lb mark, I'd have really busted ass. I'm hoping I can make up for this weeks lazy behavior by cranking it out this week, maybe drop a significant amount. I'm hoping to drop 5. That'll put me a lb away from the glorious 250's! So close to my first goal!

My amazing friend Shawnie took her and her hubby Jim's before pics today. I'm so proud of them! I can't wait til their first 30 days are up so they can feel that sense of pride. It's addicting! Somewhere down the line, I replaced my obsession with food with an obsession to success and see results. That became more important...thank goodness. I actually took my 90 day pics way earlier today and I actually teared up looking at them. I cannot believe the difference. All this hard work and struggle and there it was on the screen in front of me...proof that it's not all in vain. I definitely recommend taking before pictures. They are a huge part of what has kept me going!

Vlog probably won't be up until Wednesday because I forgot that in order to make a weekly vlog, I'll be needing my weekly weigh in! lol I won't have that til much later and I can't make videos except in the morning time because my house is hectic during the day. Seriously. Zero privacy. Sorry about that! That probably means all my weekly videos will be on Wednesdays. I can't believe I didn't think about that. lol Regardless, 90 day pics will be posted on it, plus a couple silly pics and I'll talk to you more in depth about how things are going, how things have been and my hopes for this summer.

Well, it's almost 5am (whoops) so I'm gonna go get some sleep before it's weigh in time! Hope you all are doing wonderful! Ta-ta!

-Mandah
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